Today feels a little different than usual. Saul has been napping a lot. Two hour long stretches. One interrupted by our going to Elio's basketball class. We are currently twenty minutes into nap number three. Elio has been mellow today, drawing pictures, playing quietly, even laying under a blanket listening to music. It is good, I needed a day like this. I am feeling not quite up the the mommy job today. I am a little too quick to frustration, maybe a little down. Blame it on the constant rain, or Brooke and James leaving. Whatever it is I hope I shake it quick. I feel like drinking tea and starring out the window or watching tv all day. Neither are an option when you have to keep up with two little people.